First time that I am so captured by a drama serial. Hmmmm...... and I am still lost.

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You know something? I love it when the projects start. I get all excited. It's not KS, mind you. It's just ~ "yeah, I can learn more". Weird, I know. But I enjoy the challenges. It's like a race, not against other competitors, but just against myself.

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I am putting a conscious effort to have a healthy lifestyle.
- Started gym 4 months ago. At least twice a week. Tennis once a week.
- Fruits every lunch.
- Sleep 6 hours every night
- Drinking more water
- No more junk food nor supper

In the past few terms, 5 hours of sleep a night is the standard. Having 6 to 7 hours was considered a luxury. No more. No matter how occupied I am this term, I shall make sure I sleep sufficiently. I thrive under stress, but it doesn't implied that I can't excel in comfort.

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Realised something interesting while chatting with my friends over coffee last night.
4 scholarships over the past 3 years = $24,000
TA fees = $2,750
Total = $26,750
So SMU has "paid" me $26,750 for my degree. Not bad huh?
Someday, I will be rich enough to create a foundation. Yet, I am sure of that. And I will be contributing back to this very institution which brings me so far today.

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Had dinner with a small group of friends last night. Yeah, it was good to catch up with each other, while not going to school activities and shit. Haha ~ after then, had coffee with them at Wheelock place. Hmmm.... once again, we were discussing about our career down the road. For me, it isn't the worries about money and salary. I am more concerned about chosing the right career path. Hopefully, through these chats, I will be able to learn more about myself.
The photoshoot was pretty funny too. Took the photos for our upcoming election. 5 of my exco inside as well. We pulled a sofa onto the concourse and sit right in the middle. It's that very moment that I realised I will be "ORD" really very soon. Gonna miss all the fun and pain. Hahaa ~ are you ready?

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Have been experiencing chest pain these days. Especially in the evening. What's wrong with me?

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Sigh ...... have to give this concert a miss, simply because I have no money. Arrrrggghhh...... I have attended at least 4 of his concerts in Singapore. I believe this one will be great as well. But too bad ...........

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Alright. Gonna miss the last "freshmen bash" of my life. Haha ~ all due to an interview on Friday. The interview for Shell Challenge. Oh well ~ since my goal this year is to win a competition, the interview is definitely more important.
Nothing much is happening in my life now. Sometimes, I feel that I miss out alot of stuffs in life. How do I realised it? Just by watching National Geographic Channel and Discovery Channel. Nowday, my channesl are fixed on them. You won't realise how big the world is until you realise how small you are. I wish to travel the world someday ...........

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Very tired today. Maybe it was due to the weird dreams I had last night. Yawn ~

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Yeah, one more competition for me. Just try it out, no harm. Remember, keep an open mind.

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Received the email last night (Saturday). It was pretty closed to midnight. The prof announced that my team will be the first to present on this coming Tuesday. 30-min presentation. What the ........
So although tomorrow is supposed to be my free day, I have to drag my feet to campus for the meeting. I doubt it will be a tough presentation, but since we are the first team, we want to create some impression. Fuck it, I am not worried. If you gonna make me talk non-stop tomorrow infront of the class tomorrow morning, I will just do it. I am the bullshit king, remember? Haha ~
Anyway, since I am going back campus, I will be heading for the gym as well. Keeping my fingers crossed that there won't be so many freshmen.
Oh ya, talking about freshmen. Shouldn't we welcome freshmen with open arms? But it seems like all my friends hate them to core. Hmmm...... my only problem about freshmen is just that they are ignorant, yet boastful. Don't just talk, do it.

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Dear friends, please grab a copy of the campus magazine. It's amazing how powerful the pen can be. The issue this month is simply amazing. Maybe you should just read the mail below, which I sent to my Dean (Prof Pang) and Dean of Student (Prof Low). Enough said.

Dear Prof Pang and Prof Low

I will like to bring your attention to a "voice" which you may wish to hear.

The latest edition of Blurt (campus magazine) is out. There are many wonderful articles which reflect exactly what I have been trying to tell the school administrators for months.

As much as the school administrators have been working hard to score well for the QAFU, students are the heartbeat of the university. The way things are progressing, I am afraid SMU will lose its spirit in the near future. Are the students losing the soul? I really hope not. I miss those days when we jumped and exclaimed we are different. Nowaday, OCS and the Corp Comm have molded each and every student into another clone.

Will really appreciate it if you will encourage all the school adminstrators to grab a copy of Blurt now. It's time for some reflection together.

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Meaningful show. In fact, on many occassions, I could see myself as the lead. No time for anything, except work. Nothing else is more important. Bah.
Just 2 days ago, I was chatting with my buddy. I told him, "My life is like a ladder, I just keep on climbing, I can't stop." Then he suggested to me that I should catch this movie.
Indeed, it's a movie that I should catch. Maybe I should learn to set my priority on things right again. Maybe my craving for "success" will only make me miss out most of my life. Oh ya, when I see his dad dying, I was thinking of my late grandpa. We always claim that we work hard in order to provide a better life for the family. First, we neglect them. Without a warning, the one dearest to your heart may just leave you forever. I remember the feeling - the regret. I knew he loves me dearly, but we didn't had the chance to spend much time together. I was telling myself that someday when I become rich, I could bring him oversea for a wonderful holiday. Do I even have the chance now? Sigh ........
The moral of the story? You decide for me.

Rating: A-

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Always wanted to own a set. It's like a passport, you see? It's like "hey, working world, here I come." Every duhz, I know. Haha ~
This freaking set of cufflink cost me $79. Can someone explain to me why the 2 little pieces of metal cost so much?!
Alright, it's time to reward myself after working so hard, right? Hahaa ~ siao

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3 times I want to blog about .....
- cufflink
- Click (movie)
- Latest Blurt edition

Brb ~

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Shall create a post to keep track of my job applications.

1. Fortis Bank - Banking Associate
2. Citibank Bank - Global Consumer Banking Management Associate

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Dear Liujie

Thank you for your application.

I am pleased to convey that you have been short-listed to be offered the Goh Foundation Scholarship for Academic Year 2006-07. As with any other scholarship award, scholars must not hold any other scholarships during the tenure of the scholarship.

Please confirm if you are currently in receipt of any other scholarship award for AY2006-07.

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Had lunch with a friend yesterday. Interesting one. He is graduating soon, right after this term, while I still have a year left. He has started his job search. It's really interesting to see how people change once they enter their final term of studies. In his own words, "I am like in-between". How true. I think I can feel it soon. The pressure from friends and family. The numerous number of interviews that we have to go through.
I guess I am fortunate in a way that I have a choice. If nothing goes (extremely) wrong, I should be able to attain my suma. So .... I have a choice. I can apply for whatever fuck shit job I want. I won't feel ashamed to apply, of coz. But this doesn't apply to many of my friends. It's a pity, because I know of their capabilities. I know they can be a good employee, yet I know their grades will be their downfall in their career. Oh well ...... no time for regrets in life.
I wonder where will I be. No longer a student in a year's time. I have been in the comfort zone for too long. Time to step out into the real cruel world.

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An invitation to apply for MA.
You know. My dream job is MA in Citibank. However, I am more keen in the Corporate and Investment Banking sector of Citibank. This letter is an invitation for MA in the Consumer Banking sector. Hmmmm......... I will be considering it though. What do you think?
Anyway, I have lots of things to say about jobs and career. Give me some time for me to sort things out. Will blog again pretty soon.

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Good news: I lost 0.5kg. Not much, but at least it's not going up.
Bad news: My fat content has increased from 22% to 22.7%! What the fuck!? How can it be? Look at me, I am just 2.3% away from being obese. Do you believe it? I bet my fortune that the machine is spoiled. Tamade.

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Many things that I want to say here. I didn't stop blogging because I was too occupied in school. In fact, school is boring. Not much of a challenge at all.
I am just in a freaking lousy. So excuse me, while I get it fixed. Fixed myself.

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Once again, we are on to this rat race. 15 weeks. Many times, I wish we can extend everything to 20 weeks. Why should the term be so short, while the holiday be so damm long? 15 weeks minus exam week, minus term break, minus presentation week, minus study break = 12 weeks of class effectively. How much can we learn and remember?
Maybe I can raise it up on Tuesday. Going to meet the Dean of Business school and Dean of Students. Oh well ~
Anyway, the term starts today. This is the 7th time for me. Sick of it already. Alright ~ no matter how much I hate it now, I know ...... I will do well in the end. Bah. That's life.

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As I stood and watched the performance, many thoughts ran through my head.
These performancers are the real hero of SMU. I look at myself and felt totally shameful. These are the people who rehearse throught the long nights. These are the people who worked so hard without any complaint, even though they may appear for only seconds on stage. What have I done through the years?
We called ourselves the student leaders. The ones who lead the clubs and societies, yet who are the ones who showcase SMU spirits and life? Definitely not me.
As the student leaders, we spent endless nights fighting among ourselves. We seems to be going round the circle, while those sportmen and musicians are reaching their goals. Do you see it? Pretty similar to a disfunctioning country. The fucking government can spent fucking years fighting each other's ego, yet it's the citizen inside which strive for survival. It's the citizen who really deserve the credits.
After serving as Presidents for E.y.E Club and Bondue, I think I am really craving for some time exclusively for myself. Yeah, just join a sport or any activity that I will be totally relaxed. Come this September, I will be handing over the office. Won't be taking up any more leadership roles. Just going to ease into the students population.
I am considering ballroom dancing. Anyone?

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A question which suddenly comes to my mind........

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It didn't come as a surprise when I saw the news on TV. I think I was informed of such plan at the beginning of the year. Our President is a lawyer, so what do you think? Anyway, it's a great move. Business Times just reported yesterday that there is a shortage of corporate lawyers. I think SMU can fill up this hole.
I wonder how will it looks in the future. Lawyers have always been regarded as the elites. So will the rest of the school feel inferior to them? Will they be able to blend well into the SMU culture? Will they become just mugger, without contribution to the student life in SMU? One thing for sure, it will only strengthen the reputation of SMU. We are moving forward.......

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Bah. The office says that the result for the Goh Foundation Scholarship application will only be announced on the 2nd week of school. Duhz. So I can't walk up the stage on Saturday. No no, I will be walking up as a flag-bearer, but I want more! I want to be awardee as well. That will mark a perfect final convocation for me. Sigh ...... so now, without the confirmation of scholarship, I have to put aside all my plans. Sian.

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It's disgusting how the agency is promoting for a 2nd chance for the ex-con, while condemning them in another way. Fucking disgusting.
Have you read the news on the delivery man who can't make his daily delivery to Conrad Centennial during IMF meeting? Fucking simply due to his crime committed 30 years ago, for which he has been jailed and canned. Fuck leh. Why spend hundreds of thousand bucks on promoting yellow ribbon when those ministry still view ex-con as a threat. And mind you, this fellow is already 49 years old, having committed no crime since his release in 1980s. Tamade, you are afraid that this fellow drive a vanload of C4 into the hotel huh? Fuck you, understand? And why the hell are we super uptight about those ang mo security, so much so that we forget about yellow ribbon? Their lives are more vuluable than ours, right?!
Fuck the yellow ribbon. Don't just speak. Talk is cheap. Have some action. You disgust me with all these crap.

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...before term commences.
I think I drank enough. Flaming, vodka, beer, shoot.
I ended getting lost. I mean ..... everyone went MIA. Too packed. Bah. Sian. End up a boring one.
Winebar is nice though.
Sian, I think the next time I will have a real clubbing session will be in Dec. Have morning class on Thursday. So Wednesday clubbing will be out for me.
Welcome all chill-out sessions. Especially in Acid Bar. :)

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Yes, I am still waiting for the call. Although the rehearsal is on Friday. Although it's already Tuesday. I am still carrying some hope. I am desperate for the scholarship. Sian.
Ok, time to polish my shoes. At least I get to go up the stage through another route : Flag-bearer

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Or ya. Just to add on another point. The prof has this marking scheme using 40% of peer evaluation. So every group will evaluate every other group in their presentation. Since I have to collate the results, I get to see all the grades.
GUESS WHAT?! There's a fucking group of bitch who played punk. They gave almost all (except 2) groups 50% grade. There's like everyone is scoring 50 out of 100 for their presentation. On the average, most groups will give like 75% to 85% for the grades. This fucking bimbo (act chio someomore) think they can outplay the system. They gave every group freaking lousy results, while other groups will give these bimbo good grades unknowingly.
Fucking hell ~ can you imagine that? When I realise these fucking numbers, I didn't need to think twice. I showed it to the prof, saying "This group is very irresponsible." The prof was disgusted by their action too. And he promised that he will do something about it.
Fucking bitch. Go to hell. I can't believe you can be so childish and unprofessional. Other groups have been putting in so much effort on their projects, and you simply gave them all 50% score. Fuck you, understand? You are disgusting.
And I promise you. When I invigilate the exam this Friday, my eyes will be on you. If I will to catch you cheating, you can fucking pray to god.
Bitchy bimbo ~ how approproiate!

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Survived 9 hours in the seminar today. Without breakfast nor lunch. Listen to 20 groups of students in their project presentation. Tamade. Freaking shag, ok!?
Some things which I realised after these years......
1. The quality of projects sucks. Bloody students just copy and paste from websites.
2. Seldom do I see any analysis in their work. Simply like reading a story off any financial website.
3. Students just won't respect those representators. They will simply punch away on their keyboards.
Oh, did I mentioned that I went to watch the presentations voluntarily. As a TA, my prof didn't request for me to attend the class. I went to the class simply because I want to learn more. I find it a real pity that those students miss out such a good learning lesson.
See..... I am also a student. But I have learnt. When will you then?

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Wah sei. The holiday is coming to an end. Although I dread the long holiday, I still feel that there are alot of things which I haven't do. There are still alot of books which I will love to read. Still many suntan which I want to go for. Still many clubbing which I have missed out.
Talking about books, I have this big big problem. I had even discussed with my professor on this problem. See .... I am a finance student. So I crave to know every fuck shit of finance. And I expect myself to remember every thing as well. Shitty, right? After doing more than 6 modules in finance (Finance 101, Corporate Reporting, Portfolio Management, Financial Instruments and Markets, Investment Banking, Corporate Finance), I still feel that I am not good enough. Bah. And mind you, I score As for all of them. I dunno. Although many peers may regards me as the finance expert, I still feel that I am lacking something. It's as if I am missing some pieces in the puzzle.
Do you know why I am so concerned? I am entering the workforce in less than a year? Of coz, I know that I want to go into banking. But the freaking bank is so big. Which area will I be in? My ideal job will be Management Associate in Citibank. However, the competition may just kill me off. Thousands of applicants for just 6 places a year? Haha ~ so say if I don't get it, where else will I be? Many friends thought that I will want to enter Investment Banking, but again ...... I never feel that I am good enough. Wah lao eh .... what's wrong with me sia? So where the hell will I be heading?
My prof actually told me that I should change my mindset. Shouldn't think that I have to know every fuck shit of finance. For now, my financial knowledge is sufficient. I should instead try to explore my real interest and specialise in it. Shitty ~ so what's my interest? Finance, that's it. Which part of finance? Hmmmm......
I know I won't want to do consumer banking. I am not technical enough to be hardcore analyst behind the computer screens. I want to do big deals. I want challenges. I want to meet new people. What about Corporate Finance? But what about Corporate Finance? This sector is just so wide. Come on ..... admit it. I want Investment Banking. Yet, I kept on saying this to myself, "Chris, you can't get in." What duhz.
Maybe it's time .............

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Shall be my final goodbye to Straits Times. This paper is getting more and more shitty. Or rather, more predictable. Crap.
2 years ago, I changed to Business Times. For only 2 months? Because I realised I still need to keep myself updated on the social news. Bah. So I changed it back to Straits Times. No more sia ..... I don't even feel like turning the pages in the morning these days. Boring stuffs. Rather read those interesting articles on Business Times.
Bye ~ you have just lost one more reader, my dear I-am-not-controlled-by-government paper.

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It was my friend's birthday yesterday. Spent the day in his condo having a mini-party before heading out to a KTV pub in the evening. Bah. That pub is depressive. Yeah, that's the word I told my friends when I entered the pub as well. There wasn't beautiful people. People inside are either bengs or sengs. Haha ~ and the stupid ventilation. I think there was no ventilation. Freaking smoke-in-your-eye pub. But we did have fun. The drink was cheap ~ very cheap. Wanted to drunk the birthday boy, but we failed. Then one of my friend's girlfriend got herself too high, or rather drunk. Bah ~ when we walked out of the pub, I just wished to "escape" from that area asap. It's that familiar feeling. I still remember people walking up to me, asking me to take care of her for them. Hello? Fuck you, understand? Do you know who was I? Oh well, maybe not. I was never anyone in the first place. Years passed, yet the images never fade away.....

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Glad that my friend gotten the SMUAA scholarship. Bah, I was not even invited for the interview. Super sian. But well, her essay was really well written. Hehee ~ so at least I am contented to "lose" to a worthy awardee.
Now, I am left with Goh Foundation. Please ar ...... must get it ar. If not, just eat grass lah. Convocation is next Saturday. Don't disappoint me leh. I applied for 3 different scholarships. I can't be that lousy not to be awarded with any mah ......sian....sian.....sian

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except ....... good night

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Saw a great news on TV just now. Certain MP (if I am not wrong) in Taiwan is suing a singer for his lyrics. The lyrics in one of his song goes "I am not the MP who accept hong bao". Haha ~ and now the MP wanna sue that poor chap.
Observe any similiarity to Singapore? Simple - no freedom of expression. What's more ironic? ~ at least their singers dare to do it. Ours are just bloggers and we are being cramped down. I don't feel proud having to compare myself with those crappy government in that country. Just look at their fist fight in the parliament. They are a joke. We are not. Lets don't end up like a third world nation.

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Yeah ~ received the call. Going for interview. Hopefully, I can make it. I die die have to participate and win some business case in coming terms. Jiayou!

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I am still waiting for the scholarship. I hate this wait. Why must the office do it last minute huh? It has been like this for the past 3 years. Bah. Next Saturday is the Convocation liao. I want to walk up that stage. Not just as a flag-bearer, but also as a scholarship awardee.
Meanwhile, going gym to kill that 22% of fat. I still can't believe I have 22%. And did I mentioned that 25% is considered obese?!?!?! Bah. What's more possible? I am on the verge of being obese, or the machine is spoiled? Haha ~ duhz.
Seeya around in campus.......

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The word "development" is important, yet often overlooked. I am fortunate enough to witness some of the real life examples of how development affects everything. I hope you will get to experience all these soon as well.
Society. Nation. Club. Association. Company. Union. School. It's really amazing. The thing about development is that you have to understand the stage you are at currently. I was considered quite an early batch of SMU student. I have witnessed how the school and students developed in many ways. I have been in 2 clubs. I get to have the first-hand experience of seeing them grow. And everyone of us are stakeholders in this nation we call Singapore. You see how things have changed, especially in the past decade.
Personally, I feel that the worst barride to development is ..... the top management (pioneer). Most of the time, these people have a strong stand on the way things should be done. They feel that whatever have been successful in the past must be equally successful in the future. They simply ignore how culture has evolved. Or rather, they are the one imposing their own "culture" downward.
Pioneers have fulfilled their roles. Thus, when the days come for the new wave of development, one should know when to step aside. I respect those who have the guts to do it. Mark my words, because you gonna realise all these soon.

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Just reached home. Wish to say something here before I sleep.......
Good night.

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Feel good. Had a good workout in gym just now. Having another round of meeting later.
You can be fucking tired, but the machine won't care. Just keep on running. Haha ......
Oh ya, finally I weigh myself after 1 whole year. I am 62kg now. Fucking hell. Put on 2kg of fat. How will I know it's fat? The ideal fat content of a male is 12% to 18%. Mine is fucking 22%. Shitty sia ...... now I really have something to aim for. Haha ~

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They say we have achieved alot.
I say we continue to achieve more.

They say we have done more than others.
I say we should only compare with the best.

They say our events were all very well done.
I say this should be the standard, instead of a milestone.

They say many of us have committed alot.
I say some of us are still slowing us down.

They say we are coming to the end of the term.
I say our term only ends when we cross the line.

They say I am too demanding.
I say we can't be too easy and slack on ourselves.

They say I am not fair to those who have done their parts.
I say no one ever questions if it has been fair for me.

They say I have given up.
I say I wish I am not fighting alone.

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They have done their parts. I know they have put in alot of effort. In fact, I am grateful for the achievement.
Am I a person who look back in past glory? No, I am not. I look forward. If you are not good tomorrow, I will wake you up today.
You decide if you will be your best soon.

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Amazing how I am taking 4 years to complete a single degree. Too slack, haha ~
I am left with just 7 modules. If nothing goes wrong ...... these will be it;

Term 1
- Persuasion: The Business of Influence
- Quantity Methods
- Wealth Management
- Economic Development in Asia

Term 2
- Social Psychology
- IT and Law
- International Corporate Banking

How slack can it get? Moreover, I will have no CCA to take care of by then. Just gonna concentrate on any upcoming business case competitions. And participate in more community services. And most importantly? Get at least 3 job offers. To get 3, I believe I need to go for at least 15 different companies for interviews. Haha ~ just gonna try my best.
I have to admit that my only regret in SMU is not grabbing the opportunity to go for oversea exchange. Well well ~~~~~~

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Weird. First time not attending the meeting. In fact, I used to chair every meeting. Wasn't easy for me to make this decision. I have reached the point of ......"I give up". I don't wish to talk to them about official matters anymore. Silly if they think that I am breaking the friendship as well. We are all still friends, still able to crap alot, and drink together. But I wish to crease the official ties. They are just wasting my time. Times after times, they have failed me. I have been on their back for way too long too. It's time for them to grow up and wake up their ideas. Maybe it will serve everyone better.
You thought that it was easy for me? Think again.

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School is starting pretty soon. These 2 weeks will be my final break. Need to do my TA job though. And also as the flag bearer for convocation. Hmmm...... but I still hope that the sch term will commence asap. I enjoy enjoy, I guess.
Writing out the agenda for tomorrow meeting with the potential candidate for election. Hmmm..... as I type the full page of agenda, I realise how much I wish I can continue. But, I must learn to let go. The new team will always be better, must have faith in them. We gonna be the biggest and strongest. Lallalaalalala...... I am tired.

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Good day out. Love the sun. It has been thousand years since I had a good tan. Almost fell asleep lying on the sand. Picture perfect.
Just want to be alone for a while, so just leave me. I deserve my break.

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Read this on a friend's blog. You will evaluate how true it applies to me. Oh by the way, my birthday fall on May.

Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite sex. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High-spirited.

I color code those which I won't agree with. The rest were rather spot on. What do you think?

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Oh ya, it's kinda confirmed now. Going Hong Kong for holiday this Dec. Shall have something to look forward to.
Meanwhile, my next short-term goal is to pass that interview for Shell competition. Shortlisted already. Die die must do well. Lallaalalala ~

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My shoes are torn. I couldn't really play tennis just now. Anyway, it was 12 noon. Freaking hot. I was drained after only a few hits. Bah. Old liao.
I am going Sentosa tomorrow. Heading to the beach. Suntan, potluck, swimming. Or rather ..... just relax. I don't want to think about all those stuffs anymore. Like I said, "I give up".
Going to meet the potential batch of exco next week. I really want to give them a head-start. I want to cultivate a team of committed members. I want to let them know what they are in for. Oh well, that's the minimum I can do for the club now.
Bad news on the other front though. I am not shortlisted for the SMUAA scholarship interview, while my friend got called up for interview. Bah. I spent days writing that essay. However, I have to admit that my English is really lousy. I was totally impressed by my friend's essay when I read it. Duhz. Sian. Now I can only depend on Goh Foundation Scholarship. If I don't even get that scholarship, then I might as well start growing grass now. Going to eat grass for the next 1 year. Keeping my fingers crossed. Give me a scholarship. In fact, I honestly feel that this year is the most deserving year for me to be awarded the scholarship. My GPA for the past 2 terms averaged out to be around 4.0 (highest ever for me). I am the club president and council member in SAC. I am still performing community service (although less regularly). I am still doing TA. What else should I do now? Bah.
Oh ya, can I just say ...... I am disgusted by you. Yes, you.

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That's all I have to say. Just leave me alone.

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Show face show face show face. Duhz. We just have to do it again and again.

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Tamade. Just have to admit that age is catching up with me. The camp proves everything. The freshmen don't need to sleep at all lor. They can be partying late into the night, and still manage to look fresh and ready the next day. Maybe that's why they are called "freshmen". Bah. I stayed over 3 night in the freaking cold room. My body is still aching now. While my friends are partying away at Zouk now, I have to be at home resting. I don't have the energy to jump here jump there sia. Haha ~ And you know what's the worst? Many of our facilitators were asking me if I found any babes in the camp. Bah. I hate to admit it, but the truth is ..... when I look at them, I feel that they are my younger sisters. Haha ~ really duhz. None even made my head turns, though the fault doesn't lie in them. I am sure they are considered pretty to many others, but maybe my taste has changed. Haha ~ crappy sia. Freak, my back still aching. Arrrggghhh.........

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The show is over, say goodbye.
3 nights. A total of 12 hours of sleep. Worked with my dear O-com and facilitators. Hmmm......as a section head from Bondue Camp 2005, I will comment that the camp is more organised this year. Much more smooth. The facilitators are committed and responsible. In fact, last year we only have 12 facilitators while we have 40 facilitators this year.
We gotten the written comments from the freshmen on the camp. Written on their handprints. All very positive. They are all up on the noticeboard already. Great publicity.
Tomorrow will be the Appreciation Dinner. All I want to say is ....... Bondue will be the number 1 society in SMU by next year. Biggest, strongest, and most popular. I promise you.

by Str|fe

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