Alright! I am leaving for camp now! I bet it will be a great 3-days camp! Seeya around!

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Kinda funny when I talked to a friend about blogging experience just now. Come to think about it, this very blog that you are reading now must the be worst of the lot. No idea, no agenda, nothing at all. Bah.
I love the past 2 blogs. Yet, I just can't bring myself to read them again. But no doubt, those blogs were my most honest and frank self. In this one, I don't even think I am myself. Duhz.
Have you read them before? But who cares?

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Suay suay suay. Kena caught in the rain while walking to the tennis court. Twice in a row already. Super sian. Wanna play tennis also so hard. The sky will always pour at the wrong time. Bah.
Nevertheless, Iam looking forward to the camp. Will be having the pre-camp stayover tonight. Pretty sure it gonna be fun. Haha ~
I am sorry. People change. I look into the mirrow, and I wonder where are you. I don't even know how I feel now. Maybe someday we both will.......

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Maybe I should just shut up and head for the bed. You won't be abit bothered anyway.
Shall have a great time in the camp for the next few days. Don't come and disturb me. Whether or not things will turn up well in the end, I will just tell myself, "Chris, you have tried your best."

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I heard these all. I am too hard on myself. I am too hard on my team. I am impatient and demanding. I don't care about the problems one faces. I only want to see result. I am too task-oriented.
Sigh.........
I wish I can sleep now. I really wish so. How many of you out there have been a club president? Not for one club, but two outstanding ones. I have the chance. I learnt so much from both experience. And it really develop myself from a quiet and shy chap into someone who crave to be the best.
Yet, when I look back on the experience, there's always some regrets. I kinda scolded an exco quite badly because she went MIA for a period of time. I scolded another exco because he didn't put the goal of the club before his agenda. Today, I just threw my temper once again.
I just can't understand why people can be so irresponsible or forgetful. It happens not for once or twice ~ rather, I lost count of them. Deadlines were set and ignored. Promises were made and broken. Are we really all the in "ORD" mood already? Can we still convince ourselves that this very club is our baby?
At least, it's my baby. Sometimes, I even take it too personally. I only want the best from my exco. I led by example. I do everything I can (including sacrificing alot of things) just to make sure that our plans are all carried out. I nagged because people can't listen the first time round. Or rather, they chose to ignore what was agreed upon. What the fuck. I just want each and every single exco to regard this club as their own baby.
Responsibilities fall upon us once we ran for the election. It's our fucking responsibilities to bring this club forward till the day we hand over to the new batch of exco. Before that happens, we must be fucking committed. Don't give me all sort of excuses for all sort of wrongdoing. If I can be all the Dean's List all these while while I head the club, I don't see why you can fucking cope with a lesser responsibility. Really ~ sometimes, I just feel like giving it up.
I remember once my ex-club's secretary decided to transfer to NTU, I broke down that night. I was really stressed up. I fucking dunno if I can handle it all. This is how much committment I had.
Foolishly when I "ORD" from that club, I decided to run for this very club. In fact, I was happy when the election was finally concluded. I trusted that I had a great team. If my time can be divided as a pie, you will see half "study" and half "CCA". To me, I only had a year in office. I want to do my part to bring it up.
Fuck whatever scolding I had trashed on you. Read the title of the post again. I am sorry. Sorry for believing that everyone should love the club as much as I do. Sorry for demanding so much from you. Sorry for fucking scold you again and again when things don't go according to plan. Sorry for all the mails that you regards as spam. Sorry for all the faith that I placed in some of you. And I am fucking sorry.

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It's weird when I walked home today. The whole block have their national flags all flying outside. Wahahhahahaa ~ that's including mine. Weird lor. In the past, government will encourage us to hang it out. Nowaday, they simply put it up for us. Yeah ~ Singapore.
Did I say that I was on the verge to join Young PAP? I even submit my application. However, after some serious thoughts, I decided that it's not the time. Maybe the way they regulate the press ~ it really piss me off. Bah. Lets see how things turn out.

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I want a dog. I really want one. How many more months? Hmmmm........ around 10 more months. Start saving ba.

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Finally had a good night of sleep last night. Or was it? These days I always have this dream ~ someone running after me. I also dunno why. Maybe I am just stressed. Imagine have such dreams at night. Keep on running. Can't even stop at night.
Ain't too far........

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Carry me forward......

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Somehow, this phrase just keep coming into my head lately. It's like I am trying to talk to myself that everything happens for a reason. That things happens so that I can be special. I kept on asking myself, "how special from others?"
Dunno. I really dunno. Just wanna change my life for something. Something that will catch me tight and tell me that I am special. Someday, maybe.

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Boss. Clorets. XiaoSin. Crush. Past. Strife. EyE. Stubborn. Lust. Winning. Why. Buddies. Finance. Letters. Betrayal. Career. Stage. Grandpa. Zouk. Regret. SMS. Tutu. Drunk. Promises. Bondue. Blog. Fool. Death. Tioman. Hatred. Power. Taurus. Boxer. Xiao-P. Yishun. Grey. Jigsaw. ManU. Audi-TT. Diaoyu. Moodswing. Swords. Hugs. 25. Lamborghini. Oracle. Investment. Sorry. Commitment. Tears. Determined. Lies. Beach. Leader. Beige. Acid. Bedroom. Ego. Different. Projects. Vodka. Bitch. Hugo. Wallstreet. Emails. Competitive. One. BYWDNR. Fear. Photo. Jerk. Wow. Curse. Masterzhuo. Dreams. Escape. Kopi-O. Confidence. Top. Scent. Time. Babe. CFO. Memories. New. Moi. Yafu. Friends. Scholarship. Kiss. Egypt. Afresh. Bittersweet. Rexy. Goals. Eternitu. Yesterday.

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Some times, we just can't control ourselves. Just want to fall into that familiar deep alley.

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I fucking say this again ~ JUST FUCK OFF!
You are fucking wasting my time. You are fucking testing my patience. You are a fucking piece of rubbish.
I explained before on why I want to work in Citibank. Simply because I want to work with the best people around. FUCKING IDIOT ALL AROUND ME NOW.
Eh, listen. Just fuck off. You don't fucking waste my time!

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I am going to meet the new professor later. Hmmm...... it's weird. It's almost going to be like negotiation. I have to let him understand the normal scope of a TA job. And I need to understand his requirement. Headache sia ~
Anyway, I am heading to Sentosa next weekend! Wahaha ~ I finally manage to lose those fats after the regular trips to the campus gym ~ lallaalalalalaa

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I know you are reading it

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Are you ready for the challenge?

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It's amazing how bad politics can get even in the different campus offices. Super sian. Spent my week fighting fire in every department. Where the fuck are you? Bah.
Anyway, I am going to be Trade Finance teaching assistant next term. Pretty surprised. I wanted to take this module, but the timetable kinda clash. So having invited to be TA, I grabbed the opportunity. So now, I can study the materials without having to go for exam and project. Haha ~

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Tamade. Configured this new laptop till 4am last night. Arrrrggghhh...... freaking tired now. Bah!

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Monday: Matriculation booth. Buy laptop. Visit gym. Meeting for convocation.
Tuesday: Bondue meeting with Chris Quek
Wednesday: Tennis with new found kaki. Zouk.
Thursday: LKY ceremony dinner.
Friday: Visit gym. Meet NP students in SMU.

Lalallaalalalalalllalaaa ~ I want to watch movie!

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After 3 freaking long years of carrying my bulky laptop, I can welcome a new one on Monday! Finally! The current laptop is giving me some trouble sia. The battery is effectively dead ~ won't last for than 20 min. The harddisk will get overheated if I run several programs at the same time, and it just shut down. Tamade. It's time for a new one! Moreoever, Acer is the new vendor! Wah! I have been aiming that 3012 model for 2 weeks! It costs $2,599 outside and just $1,899 in SMU! Whahahaaha ~ save so much.
Alright. Today is Sunday. I shall clean up my room. Bah.

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Those punks. They think they are the smart ass. They think we are dying to have them to join us or purchase something from us. Can't they wake up their idea? Oh well ~ won't be too long. Tamade. Let them learn that we don't owe them a living. Tamade. Don't act smart, especially when you are speaking to the senior going into the 4th year. I shall see you mugging like a nut when school starts. Bah!

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It's the time of the year again. How many rounds have I gone through? This one is the 3rd. I remember coming in as a freshmen. After a year, I was advocating for community services to the freshie. Another year passed and I was serving as facilitator to the freshmen in camp. Today, I am selling my freshmen camp to them. Haha ~ just won't sick of it, am I?
Pretty packed these 2 days. Back-to-back meeting, and I have to hand in the notes to my prof tomorrow. Bah. Tonight can't sleep liao lah.
I want people to remember my name. No. Not just my name, but associating my name with Bondue. Doing my best for Bondue now.
In the next 365 days, my goal is to join (and hopefully, win) some competitions. Need to do the final touch up to my resume. Bah ~ gtg ~~~~~

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You know ~ actually, I feel like writing alot. But it seems like nothing is happening in my life. Just another boring life. Sigh......
This week will be pretty pack though. Going to visit my former lecturer in Ngeeann later. After that, go SMU gym. Need to start working on the lecture notes that my prof gave to me. Teaching assistant mah. Matriculation is coming, and as usual, I will be there. Haha ~ supposed to be the "QC master". Bah.
Oh ya, I wanna watch this movie. The title. Who's interested?

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Felt so happy for my seniors today. Indeed, I was very impressed by alot of them. Especially those who have guided me when I was still a freshman. Jiayou guys! I shall see you all in the working society in 1 year's time.
Felt so disgused by the parents today. Fucking idiotic. Half way through the cermony, they start to walk out of the hall. Must be that their fucking son or daughter has already walked up the stage. Tamade ~ can't they respect the rest of the graduates? Idiotic. Worst still, there was no clapping. Can you imagine working so hard for 4 years? And finally when you can walk up that stage, no fucking people claps for you?!
Tamade, I want to make sure this won't happen for me next year. I will form a cheerleading team. When I walk up, there will be scream and clapping all over the hall. WAHAHHA ~ nuts!

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It just reach a time when I dunno what to write. Nothing much happens in my life. Hmmm ~ maybe the teaching assistant job for summer term. $1,000 ~ easy money. And also all the scholarship applications. I am very confident this time round I can get something.
I want a new laptop. Mine is dying now. Sigh.....
Seriously, I feel real down. Maybe just too bored. Sigh ......

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